Tuesday, September 16, 2008

overtired

right now it is 12:21 pm and i have been awake since 7 am this morning. i should probably be going to bed soon but im in the overtired mode now and im just going to ramble on and on and on and on and on for awhile. i think i made my tuesdays way too long..getting home at 7 from class is wayyy too late. i have bio lab for 3 hours, then math lecture, then finally lunch, univ, chem discussion, then club softball. by the time i get back to my dorm to go shower and eat its already 8:00 when the new beverly hills 90210 is on so naturally i have to watch it..so by the time i start my work its 9:00 and im already exhausted. i decided that there is not enough hours in a day to accomplish everything. it is physically impossible to do all of my homework. im guessing this weekend im going to have ALOT of reading to make up. and i am really not a fan of war is a force that gives us meaning. i hate reading about sad, horror stories that include death and traumatic experiences. it gives me nightmares. just kidding. but seriously i hate hearing horror stories so i dont know how much more of this book i can stomach. i understand why the school picked this book and all but its just not my preferred reading. i would much rather read a story with an actual plot. the book confuses me because it seems to go back and forth between wars and different countries. considering i am not very well versed about the war in serbia and what was going on in yugoslavia i find it very confusing to keep up with. i just got the section about the rapes of women and i found it quite disturbing. it is a horrid thing to ever happen to a woman so i do not feel the need to be reminded about the horrors of it with 5 different examples..ughh...i shudder to think about that..okay its almost 1 am now so i really need to go to sleep if i want to be semi-awake in class tomorrow. goodnight!

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